TRUDDIE'S DIMENSION

Dear Dearest, Hey you!!!! I hope everything is well. Here I am trying to study for an exam but all that is running in my mind is love. And no, it is not the friendship kind of love but the romantic kind of love that is running through my mind. You know, the intimate kind of love that might or might not probably lead to marriage. I don't know about you but I am at that point in life where so many questions about everything are running through my mind. It is like I just woke up and suddenly I realized that chance has little to do with falling in love. That chance and fate has little to do with whom I will love and spend my life with. May be I am just overthinking and complicating everything but am I really?

I hope you feel love, Because love is as beautiful as it comes. I hope you see love, And get to feel its wholeness. I hope you find love, And it is worth the while.

Dear Dearest, It is my desire that you are well. I did receive your letter and I must say that I am very glad. My heart feels so full and soft. For my part, I have been up and about. I have been anxious and quite unsettled. There are those times when we have feelings which can never be explained really. During those times, I feel like there is a wrecking ball waiting to knock me off my feet and it is scary. Scary for me because intuitively, I almost always have an inkling of what is to come as much as life follows its own path. I panic when I feel like I can’t control whatever it is that I know I can control. I almost gave up on writing this letter because words evaded me. That is what happens when I have these bouts of anxiety. There is nothing which scares me like words evading me. It usually happens when I am verbally talking to someone but if it happens when I am to ink or type words then I feel totally lost. That is not a good feeling to feel. Personally, it is a brutal feeling