TRUDDIE'S DIMENSION

  I just learnt the other day that fingers don't have muscles. Like the movement of fingers comes all the way from the forearm. I mean how cool is that? Same principle applies to the toes. We never really stop learning don't we? I have been looking at my fingers differently in a cool way ever since. It just got me  thinking as to how we look at life differently when we get to experience certain things. You just realize that there is no one way that life goes. There is no one way to reach to where we want to be. There is no one way to handle certain things. The knowledge you use now won't necessarily be the knowledge you'll use later. For example I can't picture myself taking my kids to a boarding primary school. I've been there. My experience was not that great. I missed my parents. I missed being carefree because that school was very limiting. I feel like I missed a huge chunk of my childhood and I can't imagine doing that to any of my children. I did com

  Just Let me be, I am not that easy. I have been lost, I have been found, Yet to get lost again. I try to trust, To let people in, But it is so hard, They never understand. My ground is covered in shards of glass, For every step, my feet bleed. My heart has been stretched to its limits, With thorns piercing to every beat, And my eyes are dry, All I feel is pain. These walls around me, Are to keep me in, It is so cold in here, But it feels so safe. Understand this, I don't want to touch you, You are pure and sweet, My demons will tear you apart, They will burn you. So before you attempt me, Can you stand the heat? Are you willing to share my agony? Are you ready for all this? If not, Just let me be.

  Siberian Husky   I saw guinea pigs for the first time two weeks ago and their cuteness reminded me of how much I've missed having a pet. I am not an impulse buyer by nature but I'm sure if I had the cash I'd buy those guinea pigs. My kids better not read this in future because if they happen to ask for a pet it would be very hard to say no to them. I'm afraid I'll have a zoo for a home...haha If there's one thing I am sure of is my love for animals. But if I was to answer whether I'm cat person or a dog person when it comes to pets, I am definately a dog person. I mean cats are all cute, furry-purry, godly and low maintenance but I find them quite indifferent emotionally. To me cats always look like they're saying "I am going to sit at your favourite spot and stare out the window for an hour. I'll wait for you to give me food then I'll disappear for like a day or two. I will then come back sit at your favourite spot again and ignore you