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Just Let Me Be- A poem

 


Just Let me be,
I am not that easy.
I have been lost,
I have been found,
Yet to get lost again.
I try to trust,
To let people in,
But it is so hard,
They never understand.


My ground is covered in shards of glass,
For every step, my feet bleed.
My heart has been stretched to its limits,
With thorns piercing to every beat,
And my eyes are dry,
All I feel is pain.
These walls around me,
Are to keep me in,
It is so cold in here,
But it feels so safe.


Understand this,
I don't want to touch you,
You are pure and sweet,
My demons will tear you apart,
They will burn you.
So before you attempt me,
Can you stand the heat?
Are you willing to share my agony?
Are you ready for all this?
If not,
Just let me be.




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