TRUDDIE'S DIMENSION

Photo:  Pinterest You know as I'm getting older I am becoming more and more comfortable in my own space and self. It is a confusing process but I love that I'm discovering and learning more things about myself. The one thing I've realized from loving my own space is that I've definately been more selective with who I let in my world and especially when it comes to men. It's both a good thing and a bad thing I guess but then again it is a necessity in the path of growth.

Image:  Pinterest Dear Dearest, Where do I even begin? There has been so much going on and being smack in the middle of it, I haven't had the peace of mind to sit and write to you. There is so much to tell you and so much I'd rather not tell you because I myself can't seem to understand it really. A pouring of my thoughts would probably need some neat whiskey but you know that can't crack me. So I'll just ramble on whatever comes to mind at this moment.

You'll never know how it feels until it happens to you. Those who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.

  Image:  Pinterest Rest in peace Velvine Kinyanjui #justiceforvesh Everyday unfortunate events happen which shake us to the core and hers was one of many. I am heartbroken. I am angry. I am worried and it is worrying. What happened to her has compounded my fear and the realization that as a woman I am forced to live in the same space as wolves. I am scared for myself. I am scared for my sister. I am scared for my mother. I am scared for the daughters I am going to have if grace comes my way. We surely live in a rotten world.

Image:  Pinterest You see him. You wonder where he has been all your life. His words seem like magic. His smiles cast spells. His voice seems the type to fire up your loins. Everything he does seems out of this world. You can’t stop thinking about him. You smile like an idiot when you remember his musky cologne. You notice everything about him. You even notice when he repeats clothes and especially that black pilot shirt which really looks good on him. 

  Image from  Pinterest When I joined campus I put on a kind of aloofness. It mostly acted as a shield to protect myself from drawing attention while I found my way in Juja. I had never been to that hot dusty place and the first thing it bombarded me with was the high male to female ratio. Eiihhh!! I had been told about the Juja boys thing but actually confirming it with my own eyes was something else. (I'll write about this another day..hehe)

  Image from  Pinterest I don't know if this will become a trend at the beginning of each year because for the past two years, some of friends have tried to hook me up with a guy. I don't know about you but personally I don't like hook ups. I usually turn them down without a second thought because God knows I'm not a people person.